The Little Nonya

Have you watched "The Little Nonya"? In the show, Xiang Yun who acted as Yue Niang in her older days remarked that in life, you have to make choices between the one you love and the one who love you most. In the end, she gave up her love and chose a man who love her more. Of course, she had a blissful marriage and her husband treated her well. However, I cannot understand tha agony of being separated from your love.

In one of the episode, Yue Niang in her young days rejected her love. The background song sung "爱是一种需要, 却不一定要得到. 只要你觉得快乐就好. " How can you be happy when you can't be with your love one? Can you really give your blessings to your love one even when you know you and him will never be together?

I missed Rino so much. Without Carlo by my side, my heart goes all out to Rino. But this time, Rino is determined to end our relationship. I feel so lonely. He doesn't call me anymore. Everytime I give in to my mind and call him, I feel worst off than in the beginning. His aloofness to me makes me shiver with an unfamilar coldness. I told him I wanted to watch a few movies with him. But comes to think of it now, I should stop contacting him. I should stop thinking about him. I should just end this right here, right now.

P/S: There was a sequal to the ever-popular show at http://www.mobtv.sg/CS/forums/thread/5746.aspx written by a fan. You should go read it. It's really interesting and ever more exciting.